I’ve been struggling for a few weeks now with a decision, no, a “choice” is a better word. Every which way I turned, I wanted to make this monumental choice, not seeing the downside to it.
See, lately I’ve been helping others to the extent that I feel as if I’ve lost myself. I’ve been torn every which way and this week I’m trying to regain my footing (and sanity!) because I feel as if my resources have been tapped and created a bankruptcy in my energy, well-being, and mental strength. Age might have a lot to do with why I feel so sapped, or simply I have no patience anymore. I want to “hermit” for a bit to regroup. The choice I was struggling with would have determined how much hermitting was involved, and for how long.
My takeaway from my most recent Bible study is that Satan WILL search and WILL find the proper bait to help make wrong choices easier, and boy did he do a great job in finding it for me!
Well, almost.
Thankfully I received that message in time, because it would have created a bigger mess than I found myself in!
So today I’m not having to do any damage control and instead, I’m saying “No” to anything that will impinge on filling my vault again, and then I’ll resurface, ready (to help) take on the world.
See you on the other side!
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