As I pondered this topic this morning, I had to smile at the fact that I had originally spelled the word ‘temptations’, you know, plurally. I was mulling over several of the ways I have been tempted recently and whether I had given in.
I’m afraid that the answer to that last part is yes, so this morning’s prayers are to ask forgiveness of sin and to thank Him for granting it.
For me, temptation comes from many directions and sin shows up in different forms. What came immediately to mind this morning included shaming myself about my health, my time management, and how I disparage others. I’m afraid that lately I have not been diligent in my awareness of just how quickly and far I can stray away from the person God wants me to be.
So, what does God want (from me)?
I can honestly say this morning that I simply do not know. If I asked a hundred different people, I’d get a hundred different answers, so today, going forward, I will simply ask Him, and pray that He guide me in my thoughts. I will (try to) remember to pause and pray before making decisions, taking action, or opening my mouth to say words that will ‘lead me into temptation’.
I think that’s a good start to my ‘becoming’ the Christian God intended.
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