Tackling Things on My Own

Today I’m tackling house issues. One of the problems with having been so independent for so long is that it makes it difficult to ask for help. But if I do, then the “What if’s” set in. What if they don’t do it the same way? What if they don’t make it a priority? What if they, God forbid, change it? Am I able to just sit back and watch? Or will I feel the need to gently move or SHOVE them out of the way to do it MY way? I sigh this morning as I reflect upon today’s task – my minimalist purging of the clutter in my home and the desire to have a place for everything. I truly do not want Hubbin’s help since he has no idea what visions I have in my head for where things need to live and what I feel I can get rid of. I’ve been working on it, but I swear stuff multiplies like rabbits at night! This week I’ll concentrate on the living room. Hopefully by this time next week at least one room of my house will be at peace with my inner need for order.